'Jom Wat Ketupat Jap'

"You're the only one who can make the difference. Whatever your dream is, go for it."

-No1Special-

It was a nice day though, but being ruined completely by stepping to a class 2day n just for being in silence. Yes, just for a silence moment of three second in that class our tutorial teacher went pissed off on us bcoz we’re to scared to say a word. Who wouldn’t be scared? Im scared to death of her. It wasn’t easy though to go thru everything in tis moment here but having to step into her class, all 10 of my classmate also feels the same. I don’t blame her but still thnx to her, our depression level went on the roof! One of my classmate just recently went to the clinic and the doc give her a med for ‘ubat tenang fikiran’ (she said the attendant at the clinic laugh at her when seing the med that hv been prescribed 4 her.)I don’t hate math, i love it actually but i need time to master all that calculations and those ‘who knows what for theory’! im not intressted in being a doc so its not what my heart want to do. So i guess thts why my math went down that bad, same goes to Chemistry but still i  love chemistry. Why? Coz the lecturer who teach it gives us more reason to love it than to hate it.Is it normal 4 an unmarried 33-34 year old women to get moody easily?! Come on! #_#

"Be happy with what you have in life, and not obsessing over what you don’t have. Whether it’s a person or relationship, love, success, or even fame."

-Ryan Tedder-

Ryan Tedder was the lead singer of One Republic whose once dominate the World Music Chart with their song, Apologize (featuring Timbaland)

"Fear"

No sleep
Today
Cant even rest when the suns down
No time
Theres not enough
And nobodys watchin me now

When we were children we'd play
Out in the streets just dipped in fate
When we were children we'd say
That we don't the meaning of
Fear, fear, fear,
Fear, fear, fear
We dont know the meaning of..

When we were children we'd play
Out in the streets just dipped in fate
When we were children we'd say
That we don't the meaning of
Fear, fear, fear,
Fear, fear, fear
We don't know the meaning of..

Wish I
Didn't know the meaning of...

Intro of My Life

"If u want to help others, help urself first"

 -No1Special-

Mungkin ramai yang tertanya2 knapa sya wat blog nih. Sejujurnya sya sendiri x thu tp mungkin jauh disudut hati sya, sya cbe mencari tempat ntk 'lepas geram'~ hek3~

Ntah lah, xdpt dinafikan hidup nih bkan sng, kte just need to fight and survive in any way. ^_^' Tpi~

ntah nape situasi yang melanda diri nih wat mase skrg...err... rasa cm fight pon xde guna... x thu lah mungkin x serasi ngan jiwa kot... 

Usually in high school sya boleh struggle cam org gler ntk dpt result terbaik (walaupun xlah baik sgt pon sbnrnya) tpi sya just pelik napa diri sya yang kuat struggle nk capai apa saja impian tuh dah hilang? kalau nk diikutkn berdasarkan situasi skrg nih, kalau gagal in this coming exam, i might get kicked out of here in no time but... it sounds more important thn my study in SPM. still, i wonder why i just ignore that type of important thing and just throw everything away. am i try to run from the difficulties i faced here? or is it bcoz this is not what i wanted all of this yer?

sya just berminat ntk study psychology or nk jd Medical Assistant... but... living here in Matrikulasi Kedah made me think again 'apasal aq msuk sini hah?'. mngkn ada yg trnya2 nape sya ckp cmtuh. 

maybe sbb kbnykkn yg dtg matrik nih cma fokus nk jdi doktor or engineer or apa2 sjalah kerja yg besar2...

sya just nk something yg simple... basicly, what i want is a life where i can survive my own without depending on others, a life where i wnt to work the type of work i want (with my own effort of course), a life where im capable of helping others, a life where i have a loving n nurturing husband along with my own kidz~ that's all... is it that complicated?  i wonder...

Sya ska study abt people n observe their personality and reaction over any situation. 4 my friends maybe ramai yg x thu tp ya, saya ska observe, study n then try my best to help them in any situation.

it's the same as the character in my recent novel, Nada. ^_^ 

anyway, this probably my first post to this 'i wonder who wants to read blog' hek3 

hmmm~ whtvr, just leave ur comment.

im open to any type of criticism ~

GREETINGS!

Viva La Vida

dunno wat to say but thnx 4 supporting n read this blog!